Sunday, December 28, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Sometimes you're at your ups and
Sometimes, you're at your downs...
It's simply unpredictable...
Anything can just happen, anytime...
Love is to accept every single thing of the other party...
But how about true friends?
How do you measure someone as your true friends?
To stand by you through ups and downs?
To share your joys and laughter?
To lend you a support when you needed them the most?
Life for you has been a topsy-turvy ones...
The ones who brought you here into this world
Has never planned their lives...
A proper lifestyle, never...
Are they a failure?
Oh, damn God,
How could you say that of them?
After all, they were the ones who gave you the chance to see this world!
Just resign to it
Resign to the facts
Resign to the fate of yours at this very moment...
Things will eventually change
If YOU do strive hard
To PROVE yourself...
Never mind of what others think of you...
Never mind of their perceptions of you...
Never mind of being looked down upon...
If you DO mind, however you strive,
It will only be NOTHING but a FUTILE effort!
You've been trying hard to achieve something
That was never in your family's history...
You wanna take a chance,
Break the barrier,
Make a change,
Go on, carry on with all your might!
Remember, never to let gossipmongers to ever
Dismantle or to destruct your willpower, your faith
They can say whatever they want
For, the MOUTHs are theirs'
They can hear whatever they want
For, the EARs are theirs'
Your life-story should be created by you, yourself
Your life-story should never be intruded by those gossipers
Your life-story should never be manipulated by their stories
YOU, should not be spoofed by them!
The truth will remain as the truth
Reality can't be changed.
All you can do is to,once again,
Make a change,
For a better tomorrow!
BREAK THE BARRIER!
If they're your friends,
They will accept you for who you are,
Lend you a shoulder to lean on...
Trample on you when you're at your downs
When it wasn't even your fault.
Adults affair shall always be adults'
We, the next generation
Ain't have the rights to interfere.
She could not lift her head high when he's around
The adults affair just simply shuns her away from him
All through the years...
She just wanted to be, of normal friends
But HELL, she wasn't even able to do just that!
The thoughts of the doings of the ones who brought her into this world
Never failed to haunt her with ceaseless disappointment
Losing her grips
To the tenuous self-confidence...
She never knew, never knew
If she was considered as a "F-R-I-E-N-D" to him, to them
It chipped in into her Questionnaire...
Afflicted by her life,
She just lives a day after another
As if nothing happened
So long as the sun is still burning,
The stars are still sparkling...
If one day,
She shall lose all her friends,
Then, she shall let them go as they wished...
It will then be the end of her social-life...
Creating a brand new barrier...
Of a new life...
A SIMPLE life is all she'd ever wished for
Not even an EASY life
In this ever-realistic-materialistic-era...
Am I STILL a friend to you???
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
No Big Head
No Big Hope
And yet, another K-Day…
No Celine Dion
No Christina Aguilera
No Diana Ross
No Faith Hill
No Kelly Clarkson
No Rick Price
No Shania Twain
No Taylor Dayne
No Whitney Houston
They are the Big Singers with songs that I’ll always belt out in K-room but sadlyto say, they were NOT done so for, I know I will not sing them well today. Reason? I knew it. My heart tells me so. My heart told me :
Monday, December 15, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
Nice One, I love this, perhaps when you get to see it with your very own eyes! It's crafty enough.
Nice too right? The fountain found in Takashimaya... haha!
Takashimaya --> REAL crowded! I was like fainting!
Takashimaya --> Winnie The Pooh and Friends!!! OMG... My Fav Cartoon!
If I did not remember wrongly, this should be taken at Paragon!
Orchard Road Decorations...
Marina Square... The Balloons which I carved my wishes on!!!
The Fortune Fountain!
Friday, December 5, 2008
Here are some random pictures taken...
Joey & I : Take 2 !
Me, trying to pose mischievously... Cute huh? Wakaka! Perasan...
Well, we had numerous snapshots of the same pose lo... To select the best one for sure. Wakaka! So, wondering when there’ll be a MEGA-K-Gathering!!!???!!! Be waiting!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Here you go, some random pictures taken.
One of the random picture taken...
After checking in to our Villa, we set off to the WaterPark by the shuttle-banana-truck. The ride was not bad though ; especially when you’re in a crowd! Wahaha! I felt great and relaxing when the wind/breeze brushed over me entirely. Wakaka! We did had a snap on the ride butta it was in his cell phone and I do not have the courage to Bluetooth it from him though. Keke.
At the entrance of the A’Famosa WaterPark
Now, here you go, some random pictures taken at the Water Park!
I bet they’re getting on their nerves for - waiting for us!
Our first night together in the Villa, we played “Truth or Dare” game again like what we did in Desaru. The only difference was that only 7 of us played it for this time. Wokay, I really do not have any question to ask punya lar unless my I have the gut to. Well, like what I’ve predicted, both questions were being shot to me by Mr.Kee. My first and second degree ex-es? Wakaka. Whatever lar, I did answered without getting too emotional, alright.
Hm, here’s a suggestion, maybe we shall try “Dare” game next time by... noting down 10-daring-actions, role it up, and put into a container and the one who tikam-ed it up will have to do that action like, “drinking 1000ml of water at one go” ; “eating 1 whole chilli padi” ; “give G of the opposite sex a peck?” ; etc and etc. Wahaha! Crazy.
Okay lar, I guess that will be all for now...
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Guess what, just last night alone I had three dreams in a ceaseless order, one after another!
*D 1 *
WHO appeared in my dream???
* I met 7 years ago
* Who’s now 21-year-old
* I used to tag along wherever she goes? Or perhaps the opposite?
* I used to have a company with???
* I used to sms whole day???
* I used to lament my loss???
* I’m still in contact with...
YES, that SOMEBODY !!!
I was being followed on my way to catch a public bus in a pitch dark pathway. At the moment I turned to my back, he held me, my instinct-ness drove me into pushing him down with all my strength. He fell and I yelled for HELP. I was almost ROBBED.
*THE ENDZ* of my dreams...
I’ve been outta my mind lately, due to the intense boringness swathing tightly on me.
Should go for a cutting-cum-trimming of my hair which I stubbornly avoided weeks back soon.
I have yet to browse thru next semester’s lecture notes. Arghhh.....
Sunday, November 23, 2008
1.The last person to tag you is?
2.Your relationship with him/her?
3.Your 5 impression towards him/her?
Sporty, cool, brave, daring, easily-offended??? Wakaka!
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
Helped me up during my crippled days back in Pri 3...
5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Will that ever happens? I doubted it.
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
Ain’t wishing that to happen...
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
If only “she” was a “mister”
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
She treats me as an enemy? Er...
10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is...
11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
My-friend... Wakaka! [Cool]
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
13. The character for you for yourself is?
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
The person who accepts me for who I AM..
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Huh? What if I perasan that they care about me?
17. Bra or panties?
They come in set (@_#)”
18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
19. 10 people to tag.
Dear Dear, Hee San
20.Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Ewww....in wrong position...Sorry!
21. Is 3 a male or a female?
Oh, it may be a male or female. Watcha tink? Haha! Male lar!
22. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
So long as they like each other! Wakaka!
23. How about 5 and 8?
I guess this will be impossible...
24. What is number 1 studying about?
25. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Who? I’m sms-ing one of them now!
26. Is number 4 single?
27. Say something about number 2.
Dr.XX said she’s “BREASTY”! wakaka! [i do agree in a way, haha, sory gurl!]
28. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
Whoa... Giraffe and Panda?
29. Describe number 9.
30. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
I will sit down and watch... Come on, they’ve even hugged each other!
In my almost sporty-auntie-getting ready-for-yoga-or-sports-style, I’ve opened the door of a Grey Wira and saw two gorgeous Da-Jie-Da (s) ; with my initial instinct spawning on me, I’ve sent my utmost respect to them with undeniable sincerity and offered them the Ginseng Wine which I’ve cocoon-ed for almost a hundred decade!
Ding Dong Bell !!!
Dramatic huh? As you can picture it! Wakaka!
Our first stop was the Sutera Mall. Well, just a very swift window shopping though. With my superb skill of feigning uninterested in those clothing, I’ve managed to curb myself from spending on them. Why would I do that? Haha, that’s me alright! Basically, I just need to look around, to survey more of the designs in town before I lay my fingers on them. It will be only until I think that the clothes are worth the price, I’ll get my hands on them! Nahnah, don’t you shake your head nor give your monitor that silly smile huh. Wakaka!
Oh ya, met Phoebe there. Hm, she’s on a 3-month-holiday now and working as a part-timer.
[For my ex-classmates]
Next, lunch at T.U.T.A. (Taman Ungku Tun Aminah), not bad though, Duck rice.
Tebrau City was the next stop. Tried a pair of Voir pants but to my despair, it made me looked even shorter and apparently it was too visible to my inner wear and that supported my reason for not purchasing it. Wakaka! How chancy am I... Bought nothing for the day... A wasted outing? Not really, so long as I get to get out for some shopping-complex-air-conditioned-air and met up with old mates... Wakaka! Nothing really caught my eyes either.
Hm, I did saw somebody there (ex-cassmate). I gave an unintentional ignorance when I saw her irritating eyesight passed swiftly to dis-acknowledge the slightest familiarity. I really did not notice her until I gave a second twist to her direction and that was when my sloppiness was being fished by that somebody. Wokay, ain’t holding any grudges against her ; for that. No reason to do that. Ain’t free to do that either. Bubu. Wakaka! OMG, if her Da-Ge-Da reads this and complains to her, will I be having any awkwardness if there was to be a once-again-so-called-gathering? Agaga...
Nevermind. Leave it. Forget it. Of no value.
Upon reaching home, joined parents for Sutera Mall after taking my dinner. This time round, had my eyes on a few long sleeved shirts but for once again, was holding back on them. Wahaha!
*stretch my body from head to toes*
Should be heading for my bed now... Tata!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Did not have a good-night-sleep for the first night there though. The next morning we were supposed to wake up early so that we do really get-active for the coming up activities. We’ve spent the morning having the island tour in a van-taxi until one something in the afternoon. We were brought to two temples, Hai Seng Him Satay Fish Factory, and many other beaches in Pangkor. That marked the end of our activities for the afternoon. Again, what we did after the island tour just simply buzz me off. DVD again. What a waste of time. It was only until late afternoon that we’ve decided to go for the sea-tour. Only eight for us went for it. For the first time in my life, I was in a speedboat and it was really cool to feel the breeze and have a deep breath of the refreshing air. And also, for the first time in my life for 20 years, I went for snorkelling, which was a total experience which made me felt contented in joining this trip. The snorkelling experience really freaked me out when I first get into the sea. It was only after a while when I managed to calm down a little bit, feeding the fishes, feeling the suckling of the fishes on my hand. Once again, it was really a cool and worthwhile experience. Kakaka.
We were also shown many other places in the sea-tour. Rocks which resemble certain creatures, statues, the lover trees, and many other interesting stuffie thingie things! That tourist guide even dive into the sea and let us see the corals, sea rambutans, sea cucumber (which I almost squeezed out its whitish “gel” when I grabbed it) an many other sea creatures.. Wakaka.
Back to the beach nearest to our hotel, the four of us, the youngsters, went for the sleeping/sitting banana boat ride. Erm, how to explain it... It was a float which can sits 4 persons, being pulled by a speedboat. As we hit the wave, we almost fell into the sea but luckily, we grabbed on tightly to the handles. As the sea water splashed on us, I couldn’t help but to keep on lamenting on the salty-ness of the water. Yiakkksss. All in all, I had my fun for the day!
Coming to the last day, we set off right after our breakfast and I thought that we will drop at Genting Highlands but we did not as those working adults need to work or the very next day. The last day marks the end of the day of me being abused by my mischievous cousin, Melvin. He always hits me, punches me, kicks me whenever he sees me. Bruises on me again, man... It was simply because I didn’t dare to complain to his parents nor am brave enough to scold him but even if I do scold him, he won’t give a damn to it. He’s 12 this year and acts as if he’s 6. OMG. Haha. But if I do get him something, he will be real obedient. He lives quite near to my U, just behind Macy. Heehee! On occasion, his family will brings me out but there were times when I rejected them due to the exam period. Sighhh...
Monday, November 17, 2008
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Yippie Yay Yay
Monday, November 3, 2008
Notes-kissing lar wei...
Takes, the BBI 2417, PS paper [not play station lar~], if I knew most of the questions require common sense, I wouldn't have read the whole text book as if I was memorizing the pages, the notes, the... Whatsoever lar~ Ewwww.....
Next, the SBP 3101 Cell Biology paper which was this afternoon... Ewwwww... At the very last 10 minutes, I was like smiling vibrantly to myself, not knowing that Pn.Elysha was watching over to my side! Ewwwww..... Crazy me... Well, it seemed that I can hardly cry nor weep in an exam hall BUT I just tend to SMILE or LAUGH silently. Reason? No matter how hard was the question or how bad I fare, I just can't help but to SMILE. People might think that I went berserk for that though. Ewwwww... Back to my exam, why did I smiled so Vibrantly? Heehee, the reason, very simple and yet kinda oblique. It was not because it was too easy but I was left with ONE more heavy question. Man oh man... How was I supposed to answer that? And I ended up, SMILING TO MYSELF...
Okie, well, one more to go, the last paper, SBP 3503 Basic Medical Microbiology... Gotta strike with all my might... Wakaka... Hope that I won't flunk in any of the subjects... Ewwww Ewwww.....