I'm Back, UPM.

Yeah, looking at the title alone you'll know what I mean. I'm officially back to where I live with my peers. I'm officially back to K-17. This time round, I was arranged to a new house, a new room, where it seems like MILES away to my faculty (actually within walking distance lar). Gosh... It's so far-away... Bubu.

Sent by my parents, having them to help me unpack my stuffs, clean up my so-called "apartment" and then, accompanied me UNTIL my housemate, Elaine reached. Keke. Frankly, I wasn't brave enough to stay all ALONE in the house neither. Wakaka.

With the floor mat left by the previous "resident", my room was not that bad though. It felt home-ly. Room-ly. Haahaa! I wonder if SHE will asks for it back or not? Huh? I mean the mat. *grins*

Wokay, it's time to get a plastic bag and cover up my face now! Boys and Girls, it's time to SUFFOCATE yourselves! WAKAKAKA! Okaylar, it really wasn't that appropriate for me to say that but... somehow... I just felt the studying-sensation is somehow quite suffocating at times. Ewww..... Biuuu..... Bah......

P/S : I gotta miss you, Dinosaur! Your laughter, your acts, your jokes which kind of making me happy each time they were brought out from you!

是我吗？

大哥，就是因为你大我几个月，我就叫你大哥了。。。

你知道了是吗？

你指的那个她是我吗？

是我吗？

我很乱，我的直觉告诉我，你是给我打气？

是吗？

放心。。。

我们只是普通朋友。。。

UnBreak My Heart

Life's but a roller coaster ride...
Sometimes you're at your ups and
Sometimes, you're at your downs...
It's simply unpredictable...
Anything can just happen, anytime...

Love is to accept every single thing of the other party...
But how about true friends?

How do you measure someone as your true friends?
To stand by you through ups and downs?
To share your joys and laughter?
To lend you a support when you needed them the most?

Nana...oh...Lana...

Life for you has been a topsy-turvy ones...
The ones who brought you here into this world
Has never planned their lives...
A proper lifestyle, never...
Are they a failure?
Oh, damn God,
How could you say that of them?
After all, they were the ones who gave you the chance to see this world!
Just resign to it
Resign to the facts
Resign to the fate of yours at this very moment...
Things will eventually change
If YOU do strive hard
To PROVE yourself...

Never mind of what others think of you...
Never mind of their perceptions of you...
Never mind of being looked down upon...
If you DO mind, however you strive,
It will only be NOTHING but a FUTILE effort!

You've been trying hard to achieve something
That was never in your family's history...
You wanna take a chance,
Break the barrier,
Make a change,
Go on, carry on with all your might!
BRAVO!

Remember, never to let gossipmongers to ever
Dismantle or to destruct your willpower, your faith
They can say whatever they want
For, the MOUTHs are theirs'
They can hear whatever they want
For, the EARs are theirs'

Your life-story should be created by you, yourself
Your life-story should never be intruded by those gossipers
Your life-story should never be manipulated by their stories
YOU, should not be spoofed by them!

The truth will remain as the truth
Reality can't be changed.
All you can do is to,once again,
Make a change,
Prove yourself,
For a better tomorrow!

Remember,

BREAK THE BARRIER!

If they're your friends,
They will accept you for who you are,
Lend you a shoulder to lean on...
And not,
Trample on you when you're at your downs
When it wasn't even your fault.

Adults affair shall always be adults'
We, the next generation
Ain't have the rights to interfere.

Nana,

She could not lift her head high when he's around
The adults affair just simply shuns her away from him
All through the years...
She just wanted to be, of normal friends
Gather together
Chatting together
Joking together
Playing together
But HELL, she wasn't even able to do just that!
The thoughts of the doings of the ones who brought her into this world
Never failed to haunt her with ceaseless disappointment
Losing her grips
To the tenuous self-confidence...

She never knew, never knew
If she was considered as a "F-R-I-E-N-D" to him, to them
It chipped in into her Questionnaire...
Buried, forever...

Afflicted by her life,
She just lives a day after another
Pretentiously...
As if nothing happened
Nothing matters...
So long as the sun is still burning,
The stars are still sparkling...

If one day,
She shall lose all her friends,
Then, she shall let them go as they wished...
It will then be the end of her social-life...
Creating a brand new barrier...
Of a new life...

A SIMPLE life is all she'd ever wished for
Not even an EASY life
In this ever-realistic-materialistic-era...

Am I STILL a friend to you???

Mega K-Day

No Big Voice
No Big Head
No Big Hope

And yet, another K-Day…

There were 18 of us, want me to name you guys out?

Let’s see…

Joey, Pei Hua, Ying Ci, Jolin, Diong, Long Neck/Giraffe, Kee, Dennis, Ying Kiat, Choon Sern, Wee Huat, Han Wen, Jun Hor, Raven, Yi Fan, Jun Ming Ah Bong… And for sure, Nana Lana…

Yalah, seems boring right… I mean my intro…

I’ll make this post VERY BRIEF and yet, NAGGY…

K-ed from 1.30p.m. till 7.09p.m.

No Big Voice – No Big Songs

No Britney Spears
No Celine Dion
No Christina Aguilera
No Diana Ross
No Faith Hill
No Kelly Clarkson
No Rick Price
No Shania Twain
No Taylor Dayne
No Whitney Houston

They are the Big Singers with songs that I’ll always belt out in K-room but sadlyto say, they were NOT done so for, I know I will not sing them well today. Reason? I knew it. My heart tells me so. My heart told me :

“You have not eaten rice today! You will not have enough breath for the day”.

Hahaha! Weird right? I took mee instead of rice mah… Kononnya rice is higher in carbohydrates! Wakaka!

Of all the songs I sang, I gave my most satisfying shot at Angela’s “My Most Beloved”. Wahaha, still, my favourite of all times.

English songs? When I’m doing solo, it s*cks. Whenever I’m doing solo in a crowd, it just s*cks. Ain’t knowing why. I can just sing halfway and TOTALLY lost the mood to continue IF I’m doing solo in a CROWD. (Repetitive-naggy).

Perhaps, prior to the K-session, you need to feed me with rice. Wakaka.

Oh ya, thanks to that person, ain’t naming you here ya, haha, for singing along! Haha!

Mr.Hann, if you’re here, next time choose an easier song to sing lar, “Touch My Body” is really difficult to sing lar if it was not practised earlier. Haha.

I guess, I’ll be belting out those Big Songs at GreenBox, Cheras Selatan instead huh… Soon… Hey, my dear coursemates, heard me? Remember to let me tag along when you guys are going ya! I just wanna sing my lungs out before being suffocated for ONCE again. Haha!

Kuakuakua…

Insanity # 02

Eh yooo....

I'm going insane...

This insanity is driving me out of my mind...

This boringness is really KILLING me...

Kuakuakua...

Somebody...

Please add some spices in my life...

I need to go back there, with an AIM !!!

Here, I ain't getting any determination!

Whooshhhhh.....

P/S : To go or NOT to go? (am I "ELIGIBLE" for it? -pa-pa- mah... am I acceptable???)

Nana Lana -2008-

Heheh, a very random post of the day...

Just wanna upload this thingie graffiti of mine...

Of Nana Lana...

That's all...

Kuakuakua...

I was abroad !!???!!

Christmas Day is approaching and being a Johorian, so near to the neighbourhood-country, Singapore, it will be such a waste just to miss the Christmas atmosphere there! Yes, this year, I’ve managed to experience the atmosphere itself together with my aunt, elder sis and her “HE-friend”. HE drove there and we were like rounding the same area for twice until we get to our destination, Orchard Road! We’ve spent the whole Day looking around all the emporiums around that area.

Here are some random pictures taken...

Shokudo - Street Of Japan where many Japanese cuisines are found!

Nice One, I love this, perhaps when you get to see it with your very own eyes! It's crafty enough.



















Nice too right? The fountain found in Takashimaya... haha!














Takashimaya --> REAL crowded! I was like fainting!














Takashimaya --> Winnie The Pooh and Friends!!! OMG... My Fav Cartoon!

Oh yeah... tried many delicacies in Takashimaya! Wow, the Yogurts! The Cookies! The Bento-set! The Dried Berries (Raspberries, Strawberries, Blueberries). The Tutu-Kuih! The Octopus Balls! And many more!

If I did not remember wrongly, this should be taken at Paragon!



















Orchard Road Decorations...

When the night falls, we went to Marina Square and Suntec City. Yea, missed out Millenia Walk! Hm, I’ve made three wishes on the BIGGIE balloons which will be displayed for the countdown in welcoming YEAR 2009 at Marina Bay! Wonder if all the dreams will come true... Wakaka!

Marina Square... The Balloons which I carved my wishes on!!!
















The Fortune Fountain!

A tiring Day indeed ; for being on-the-walk the whole day! However, it was quite fun... For? I was “abroad” this semester break! Heehee!

K-Day

It’s the 5th of December today! So, what have I done this morning huh? Went to RedBox Pelangi with Joey. Only the two of us, yeah... She drove for sure, wahaha! We’ve been camwhoring in the K-Room at the very last couple of minutes and I bet the waiter saw what we did as I saw him controlling his smile while we’re settling the bill... Whoosshhhh... Paiseh man... Haha!

Here are some random pictures taken...

My Mee Siam and Sour Plum Lime Juice

Joey & I : Take 1 !

Joey & I : Take 2 !

Me, trying to pose mischievously... Cute huh? Wakaka! Perasan...

Well, we had numerous snapshots of the same pose lo... To select the best one for sure. Wakaka! So, wondering when there’ll be a MEGA-K-Gathering!!!???!!! Be waiting!

Of A'Famosa and Friends

And so, the latest trip for me was the trip to A’Famosa with my bunch of ex-classmates/friends. Heehee! Set off on Tuesday morning (2nd of December 2008) and came back the next night (3rd of December 2008). Overall, it was a fun outing because it was with, FRIENDS. Haahaa!

Here you go, some random pictures taken.

At the entrance of A'Famosa Resort

Our Bungalow Villa with Pool !!!

One of the random picture taken...
















After checking in to our Villa, we set off to the WaterPark by the shuttle-banana-truck. The ride was not bad though ; especially when you’re in a crowd! Wahaha! I felt great and relaxing when the wind/breeze brushed over me entirely. Wakaka! We did had a snap on the ride butta it was in his cell phone and I do not have the courage to Bluetooth it from him though. Keke.

At the entrance of the A’Famosa WaterPark

















Now, here you go, some random pictures taken at the Water Park!

I bet they’re getting on their nerves for - waiting for us!

I did had a few thrilling-slide-rides but it was really a pity that I did not try out the “jumping-off-tall-building-sensation-slide”. I only tried its’ twin brother. Wahaha! Which made me like almost flew out from the slide man. Scary but fun. That’s enough. Wakaka.

A picture says it all. Looking at all the pictures, you’ll get to see that all the guys I’ve known are either fleshy or boney right? Haha! Sorry if offended lar. I know I ain’t shapey like a “Hu-Lu” lar. Wahaha! Crazy. Back to the guys, I bet they’re more good looking than my coursemates in UPM? Oh no, not again, offending the BioMed.Sc.’s lads.

Our first night together in the Villa, we played “Truth or Dare” game again like what we did in Desaru. The only difference was that only 7 of us played it for this time. Wokay, I really do not have any question to ask punya lar unless my I have the gut to. Well, like what I’ve predicted, both questions were being shot to me by Mr.Kee. My first and second degree ex-es? Wakaka. Whatever lar, I did answered without getting too emotional, alright.

Hm, here’s a suggestion, maybe we shall try “Dare” game next time by... noting down 10-daring-actions, role it up, and put into a container and the one who tikam-ed it up will have to do that action like, “drinking 1000ml of water at one go” ; “eating 1 whole chilli padi” ; “give G of the opposite sex a peck?” ; etc and etc. Wahaha! Crazy.

Okay lar, I guess that will be all for now...

Tebrau City - JUSCO Day

Received a call from my aunt and then shooo.... Accompanied her to Tebrau City Jusco for the Jusco Day! Haha! Haha! Hahaha! Hm, at the end of our shopping, I've ended up with 5 Tee(s) and a shorts. Kuakuakua, the queue was really outrageously, terribly, long! I almost fainted amidst the crowd. Goshhh...

Guess what, I think I saw one third-year senior of mine, a guy, Sue Qie's Buddy, Shirley's Super Buddy! Er, his name? No idea! Haha! If my eyes were not playing a fool on me, I think I saw him in an electricity-brand-kind-of-uniform, was he doing a part time job? In Jusco? Saw him twice, once in Jusco and another time was outside Vivo (I was waiting for my aunt while he walked past) Wahaha!

After shopping, we went for Curry Fish Head in Johor Jaya, oh, really nice! They don't use santan! Instead of that, they used fresh evaporated milk! 'Ya shall try it some day! (Johorians)

So, what's coming up next in my holiday-schedule? Watch out! Coming soon!

Dreams of Remote Possibilities ???

Got nothing to blog and yet I felt the itchiness just to post something up today. Haahaa!

Guess what, just last night alone I had three dreams in a ceaseless order, one after another!

*D 1 *

Dreamt that I meet Harley (???nom de querre???uh uh???nahnah!!!) and his buddy in an overly-crowded place where I hid myself. He walked past and I was clutching myself on my knees. How absurd. Why should I behave in that way? Outrageous.

*D 2*

I was in a relationship with a somebody! OMG! It freaked me out! My oh my! Wee Wee was poking fun out of us (in my dream lar)! Man, guess who? Yea, of the same sex, perhaps I was indeed a homosexual? Wakaka! Out of the border man! Choi choi choi!

WHO appeared in my dream???

That somebody...
* I met 7 years ago
* Who’s now 21-year-old
* I used to tag along wherever she goes? Or perhaps the opposite?
* I used to have a company with???
* I used to sms whole day???
* I used to lament my loss???
* I’m still in contact with...

YES, that SOMEBODY !!!

*D 3*
I was being followed on my way to catch a public bus in a pitch dark pathway. At the moment I turned to my back, he held me, my instinct-ness drove me into pushing him down with all my strength. He fell and I yelled for HELP. I was almost ROBBED.

*THE ENDZ* of my dreams...

I’ve been outta my mind lately, due to the intense boringness swathing tightly on me.

Should go for a cutting-cum-trimming of my hair which I stubbornly avoided weeks back soon.

I have yet to browse thru next semester’s lecture notes. Arghhh.....

Random

Browsed thru a net-friend's BLOG and am really surprised to have him to have his blog linked to my blog. Net-friend, the one who once listened to me when I was depressed years back, thanks to him for lending me his ears when I couldn't even tell any of my close friends and acted a brave front in front of my real-life friends. You go bro!

This post is for him. THANKS!

TAGGED

It has been a long time since I laid my hands on this thing. Tag. I’ve been tagged and so, I’m tagging you guys!

1.The last person to tag you is?
Jacqueline

2.Your relationship with him/her?
Friends-Ex-Ex-Ex-Classmates...??? Wakaka!

3.Your 5 impression towards him/her?
Sporty, cool, brave, daring, easily-offended??? Wakaka!

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
Helped me up during my crippled days back in Pri 3...

5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?
Errr...???

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Will that ever happens? I doubted it.

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
Ain’t wishing that to happen...

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
If only “she” was a “mister”

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
She treats me as an enemy? Er...

10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is...
Hm.....

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
My-friend... Wakaka! [Cool]

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Arrogant

13. The character for you for yourself is?
Weirdo

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Weirdo, wahaha!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
The person who accepts me for who I AM..

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Huh? What if I perasan that they care about me?

17. Bra or panties?
They come in set (@_#)”

18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
BOTH !!!

19. 10 people to tag.
Joey
Shanti
Giraffe
Shu Pin
Elaine
Jun Fook
CY
Dear Dear, Hee San
Alan
Mich_Syee, can?

20.Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Ewww....in wrong position...Sorry!

21. Is 3 a male or a female?
Oh, it may be a male or female. Watcha tink? Haha! Male lar!

22. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
So long as they like each other! Wakaka!

23. How about 5 and 8?
I guess this will be impossible...

24. What is number 1 studying about?
Financial maths

25. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Who? I’m sms-ing one of them now!

26. Is number 4 single?
Should be...

27. Say something about number 2.
Dr.XX said she’s “BREASTY”! wakaka! [i do agree in a way, haha, sory gurl!]

28. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
Whoa... Giraffe and Panda?

29. Describe number 9.
Gifted?

30. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
I will sit down and watch... Come on, they’ve even hugged each other!

22nd Nov 2008

It’s been two weeks since I came back to JB and on the 22nd of November 2008, marked the first day I met up with some old-mates. Haha. Don’t get offended for being referred to as “old” huh! Should be pleasured instead! Wakaka!

In my almost sporty-auntie-getting ready-for-yoga-or-sports-style, I’ve opened the door of a Grey Wira and saw two gorgeous Da-Jie-Da (s) ; with my initial instinct spawning on me, I’ve sent my utmost respect to them with undeniable sincerity and offered them the Ginseng Wine which I’ve cocoon-ed for almost a hundred decade!

Ding Dong Bell !!!

Dramatic huh? As you can picture it! Wakaka!

Our first stop was the Sutera Mall. Well, just a very swift window shopping though. With my superb skill of feigning uninterested in those clothing, I’ve managed to curb myself from spending on them. Why would I do that? Haha, that’s me alright! Basically, I just need to look around, to survey more of the designs in town before I lay my fingers on them. It will be only until I think that the clothes are worth the price, I’ll get my hands on them! Nahnah, don’t you shake your head nor give your monitor that silly smile huh. Wakaka!

Oh ya, met Phoebe there. Hm, she’s on a 3-month-holiday now and working as a part-timer.
[For my ex-classmates]

Next, lunch at T.U.T.A. (Taman Ungku Tun Aminah), not bad though, Duck rice.

Tebrau City was the next stop. Tried a pair of Voir pants but to my despair, it made me looked even shorter and apparently it was too visible to my inner wear and that supported my reason for not purchasing it. Wakaka! How chancy am I... Bought nothing for the day... A wasted outing? Not really, so long as I get to get out for some shopping-complex-air-conditioned-air and met up with old mates... Wakaka! Nothing really caught my eyes either.

Hm, I did saw somebody there (ex-cassmate). I gave an unintentional ignorance when I saw her irritating eyesight passed swiftly to dis-acknowledge the slightest familiarity. I really did not notice her until I gave a second twist to her direction and that was when my sloppiness was being fished by that somebody. Wokay, ain’t holding any grudges against her ; for that. No reason to do that. Ain’t free to do that either. Bubu. Wakaka! OMG, if her Da-Ge-Da reads this and complains to her, will I be having any awkwardness if there was to be a once-again-so-called-gathering? Agaga...

Nevermind. Leave it. Forget it. Of no value.

Upon reaching home, joined parents for Sutera Mall after taking my dinner. This time round, had my eyes on a few long sleeved shirts but for once again, was holding back on them. Wahaha!

*stretch my body from head to toes*

Should be heading for my bed now... Tata!

3 Days 2 Nights

Every year (year end), my maternal side family will always have a family gathering in celebrating my grandmother’s birthday. This time round, it was a trip to Pangkor Island but I doubted that my grandmother enjoyed it due to some particular reasons. Ain’t revealing it here though. We drove there, 3 cars, 15 people. As for my very own family, it was just my mum, my elder sister and me who joined the trip. The rest of my family stayed back in JB because of limited seats as my dad was unable to follow us and that my 4th sis was having her SPM examination.

Although the car was moving, that did not deter me from getting my snapshots. Along the route to Lumut Waterfront, we passed by many paddy fields, palm oil plantations area, and so on. Upon reaching Lumut Wasterfront, I had a few snapping as well for the surroundings. As I was with the BIG family, it was kinda awkward for me to camwhore. Wahaha. What a pity!

The ferry ride was okay but prior to reaching I was actually feeling a bit uneasy as the ferry was really packed and I was like suffocating instead of having seasick! Hehe! However, the whole experience was not that bad either.

After laying our luggages in the apartment-styled-hotel-room and taking our bathe, we went for lunch. The men went looking out for a fishing boat out for rent while the ladies and the kids went to the beach for sight see-ing. Heehee. Frankly, the first impression that the beach gave me was really disappointing. It was probably because the beach was not as good as the piece of sandy beach that I once went for (Desaru) or perhaps, that very piece of beach that was the nearest to my hotel was not the best in Pangkor. Haha. For the first day, did not enjoy that much though because what we did was what we could do anywhere, even back to our very own home. Guess what, we’ve spent the whole night watching DVD after dinner while the men went for fishing. Sighhh.


Did not have a good-night-sleep for the first night there though. The next morning we were supposed to wake up early so that we do really get-active for the coming up activities. We’ve spent the morning having the island tour in a van-taxi until one something in the afternoon. We were brought to two temples, Hai Seng Him Satay Fish Factory, and many other beaches in Pangkor. That marked the end of our activities for the afternoon. Again, what we did after the island tour just simply buzz me off. DVD again. What a waste of time. It was only until late afternoon that we’ve decided to go for the sea-tour. Only eight for us went for it. For the first time in my life, I was in a speedboat and it was really cool to feel the breeze and have a deep breath of the refreshing air. And also, for the first time in my life for 20 years, I went for snorkelling, which was a total experience which made me felt contented in joining this trip. The snorkelling experience really freaked me out when I first get into the sea. It was only after a while when I managed to calm down a little bit, feeding the fishes, feeling the suckling of the fishes on my hand. Once again, it was really a cool and worthwhile experience. Kakaka.

Speedboat ride

Having fun in the sea after Snorkelling

We were also shown many other places in the sea-tour. Rocks which resemble certain creatures, statues, the lover trees, and many other interesting stuffie thingie things! That tourist guide even dive into the sea and let us see the corals, sea rambutans, sea cucumber (which I almost squeezed out its whitish “gel” when I grabbed it) an many other sea creatures.. Wakaka.

Back to the beach nearest to our hotel, the four of us, the youngsters, went for the sleeping/sitting banana boat ride. Erm, how to explain it... It was a float which can sits 4 persons, being pulled by a speedboat. As we hit the wave, we almost fell into the sea but luckily, we grabbed on tightly to the handles. As the sea water splashed on us, I couldn’t help but to keep on lamenting on the salty-ness of the water. Yiakkksss. All in all, I had my fun for the day!

Coming to the last day, we set off right after our breakfast and I thought that we will drop at Genting Highlands but we did not as those working adults need to work or the very next day. The last day marks the end of the day of me being abused by my mischievous cousin, Melvin. He always hits me, punches me, kicks me whenever he sees me. Bruises on me again, man... It was simply because I didn’t dare to complain to his parents nor am brave enough to scold him but even if I do scold him, he won’t give a damn to it. He’s 12 this year and acts as if he’s 6. OMG. Haha. But if I do get him something, he will be real obedient. He lives quite near to my U, just behind Macy. Heehee! On occasion, his family will brings me out but there were times when I rejected them due to the exam period. Sighhh...

In anticipation for the very next trip, be it with family members or friends. Heehee!

[many pics were not shown here due to the bad connection of my place! Bubu! May upload it someday if I do have the time to. Wakaka!]

Hapz Burpz!

19 years ago, a boy was born on this day, today, one year and a month after my birth date! My first impression of him was that he was very intelligent, thin and fair, quiet at times too. As time goes by, he’s improving himself so much verbally and he is brave to pursue his very own desire unlike me, afraid of committing myself to my own interest. Bubu.

Friend of eight years, he was none other than LWS, or Giraffe, the nickname he gave himself... Wakaka! His Chinese name, the same as one of my coursemate in UPM; both were born in the same year too... Happy Birthday Wei Shen, da Giraffe with the longie neckie neck neck! Wahaha!

May all your wishes come true!

Hapz Holz !

With just a blink of the eyes, one semester passed just like that. How time flies! Knowing the friends here is not a mistake but somehow there's just something pulling me back but I just don't know what was that. Maybe I was just cheating on myself. I just need time to build a stable castle.

Wokay, ain't getting emo here.

(-----------)

Yippie Yay Yay

Yippie Yippie Yay

Yippie Yay Yay

Yippie Yippie Yay

Yippie Yay Yay

Yippie Yippie Yay Yay

Yippie Yippie Yay

Yippie Yippie Yay....

(This is in response to be freed by exam!)

And finally, it's the semester break! A 7-weeks break! Gosh, it's going to be boring to be just loafing around if I do really got nothing to do! But I do really have to enjoy before being suffocated for once again, alright! Ewww...

And here, a thank to those who have been with me for all the times. You may see that I'm always alone [cause i love to be alone whatz] but at times, the companions given made a perfect feel. Sorry if I do offend anybody not knowingly. I may be sarcastic since I'm someone who's not good in her words, and in order to keep a conversation going on, things were just being blurted out without being "scanned" by my stupiak brain. Wakaka! Crapz.

But one thing, I do feel happy here. Thanks to all. *grins*

Die Die Kissings

Sigh... Sobz... Nothing can change of what had become of it... You'll just have to sit and wait for it. Be it a joyful event or a sad-sad situation...

Haven't been online for quite some days due to the immense kissings I had the past few days. It left me felt as if the world was crashing down on me when the outcome of the kissings did not turn out the way that I wanted them to be. Sobz. Had I knew it, I wouldn't indulge in it too much and I would rather spend my time on other better and enjoyable stuffie thingie things of mine. Bubu.

Notes-kissing lar wei...

Takes, the BBI 2417, PS paper [not play station lar~], if I knew most of the questions require common sense, I wouldn't have read the whole text book as if I was memorizing the pages, the notes, the... Whatsoever lar~ Ewwww.....

Next, the SBP 3101 Cell Biology paper which was this afternoon... Ewwwww... At the very last 10 minutes, I was like smiling vibrantly to myself, not knowing that Pn.Elysha was watching over to my side! Ewwwww..... Crazy me... Well, it seemed that I can hardly cry nor weep in an exam hall BUT I just tend to SMILE or LAUGH silently. Reason? No matter how hard was the question or how bad I fare, I just can't help but to SMILE. People might think that I went berserk for that though. Ewwwww... Back to my exam, why did I smiled so Vibrantly? Heehee, the reason, very simple and yet kinda oblique. It was not because it was too easy but I was left with ONE more heavy question. Man oh man... How was I supposed to answer that? And I ended up, SMILING TO MYSELF...

Scrathing my head, cracking my brain, do whatever I could to brag on the question. At least, I might get some marks from that! Who knows the braggings might hit on the question? Wakaka! For some reasons, I find that some stuffie thingie things just tend to be brain-wrecking instead of brain-racking. Wakaka.

Okie, well, one more to go, the last paper, SBP 3503 Basic Medical Microbiology... Gotta strike with all my might... Wakaka... Hope that I won't flunk in any of the subjects... Ewwww Ewwww.....

I can blame no one but myself. If there were to be disappointments,I will only be disappointed in myself for not striving hard enough. Sometimes, you just can't force thing. Simple. If you know the answer, you'll know it. If you don't, just smack your butt and say byebye. Ewwww....