Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Insanity

Ahhhhhhhhhhh...........


shall be the opening for this post... keke...




I pest myself for not being able to persevere until the very end! Although the tests are coming, I just couldn't persevere the determination to study, study and to study! The moment I reach home, back to my room, the moment I sparkled my eyes towards the notes, damn, I headed to my bed. Sleep. Gosh. I don't wish this to happen. What am I going to do if I do fail? Fail... Don't wish to.



At times, I really feel like dropping out from this course, this U but, at times, I don't know what's my aim in my life. See, I've got a test tonight and yet, I'm here, here to my blog. *smack forehead* If I do tell papa mama that I wanna drop out, they gonna force me to work, I don't wanna work yet, I'm not prepared!




How I wished I can lead my whole life, enjoying myself to the fullest but that's a very foolish thought. Perhaps, finding a spouse and marry off may be what I'm aiming for? Be a housewife? Ouchhhhh..... If that's the case, I'll be draining away all this so-called "knowledge" that I've gained so far.




haihhhhh

haihhhhh

haihhhhh



Any job prospect for my course? Heard a lot of stories. Made me wanna drop, really drop but I just couldn't bring it up to my parents. If that's the case, I will have to endure the suffering for memorizing all the lecture notes which do not give me ANYTHING in return but a USELESS CERT.





***sitting here morosely***



I can't see my future.

I can't shape my future.




I....I....I.......





I WANNA FLYYYYYYYYYYY..........

2 comments:

minorsmajor said...

Hmmm... There is something I think you shud know lar... I think no certificates in this world is useless... It depends on your abilities lor... If throughout the 4 years here, you only copy paste or last minute study or don't work hard then when you grad then really all you have is a useless piece of paper... But if you work hard and understand yourself I bet that piece of paper will be valuable... At least thats what I think... :) Jia you ba..

Nana Lana said...

jia you ba...
take a step at a time...

*gua gua guaguagua*

mayb dis is due to d craziness dat occur frm a brainless day...