Monday, July 6, 2009

Emo

OMFG! Pardon me for being rude ; for,I'm just soooo outrageously disappointed and devastated for being unable to control my emotion last night and.. today! I'm gonna play truant for the very first time, for my favourite ANATOMY lecture at TWO later on... I just can't stop those irritating tears flowing out all the way throughout the 8am-10am's and 11am-1pm's lectures today! SHYT! I used to be so tough that I'll be able to curb those tears from showing up but... Argh...

I MISS... 'em! What can I say? I don't normally show my emotions but for now, it's just UNCONTROLLABLE! Refreshing back the watery eyes of my youngest sis on the day she sent me back, OMG, I can't believe that it had left such a great impact on me. My heart's heavy now, for the very first time...too...

Mum called up, but I set "busy", and sms-ed that I was in class, that I'll be busy this week... I lied. For, I know I was still emotionally unstable. Yes. Up till now. GOSH.

I know that it's just simply stupiak to be wuwu-ing at this age for staying away from home... Argh... But, I just can't control myself everytime I think of 'em.

6 comments:

shmily said...

dun so sad...
this weekend go back once loh,
coz i may going back....miss home....

Hann said...

haiz...
miss home too..
din eat anything on saturday...
only drink milo..
and i tell my mum 我肚子涨风。。。
hahaha

j@e__*j@e_y^..^siLveR said...

yoyo...mis any1 o anythi???
i miss my mum 2...wuwu
but dis few dy 2 tired redi 2 d a lot of thi..xtime 2 thi anythi...ya!!!
anyway...juz cry it out in ur blanket...mayb it wil beter^^...o tel ur prob 2 d ppl wic r near 2 u in ur campus..tats oso mak u fel beter guo....kacau me oso cn..but i wil charge u nex time..haha>>
hehe....tats my method ,maybbb...
hop it useful 2 u...oso...
cheer up....yo^^

Nana Lana said...

no idea...sudden feel of droppin out, dun fel like studyin anymore. but also afraid of regretting in d sooner time. shyt.

wana go bak but afraid of not coming bak later on. ar, xin hao luan. tried cryin ol out y'day but now, its stil comin out. shyt.

Sin Yee a.k.a Michelle said...

hey gal... shld go bck if u really miss home... it'll help 2 cure ur heartache a tad bit...

I dunno whether this wrks for u bt whn i miss home too badly, i'll tell myself that i'm going to do this for the family that i love and I'll make them proud of me...

Be tough ya! frens r alwiz thr 2 help u out =)

Nana Lana said...

yea, i tried tellin myself tat, butta, d prob is, da more i tink of it, da more i'll get emotional...

i juz nid sth to occupy my mind... hopefully thgs'll get better ;)