A Bouquet of Flowers

***Materials to start with***

This is what I've been up to ever since I went jobless in that ex-2-hours-job! Haha! Been trying to come up with lotsa craftworks! My Baby! My Fav! My Love! For me, To me, it's a gift of sincerity that counts and NOT the price of a gift! And so, I guess, from now on, I gotta top up myself with lotsa DIY materials to come up with special gifts for special someone in my life! So, watch out if you guys did receive any! Muacks!

The Product : Flowers

A Boutique of Flowers

A boutique of flowers, it is just a part of my creation! More to go! Heehee! I wonder how the market will rate this hand-made-crafty-boutique? Hm..

SAY : I QUIT !!!

Guess what I did today? For the very first time!?!!?! Ahaksss…!

Last week, I’ve been skirting a few shops with the hope of getting a part-time job but dammit, blame it on my own timidness that I dare not enter to ask for job. Chewwwwwww… Only with the help of my mum that finally, she’d gotten me a job as a salesgirl in an apparel outlet.

Wokay, I’ve got that job! And so, went for it this morning! To my despair, it wasn’t really my cup of tea, standing there like an idiot, waiting for customer to be served. Biu… A waste of time. I would rather stay home indulging in my new semester’s notes or perhaps, continue with my knitting! Sorry, it really wasn’t me to stand there morosely like an idiot for the sake of $$$ !!!

The more I stand, the more I daze into the infinite space, the more I realize I can’t stay for another minute! And so, I sms-ed my mum telling her I will Q-U-I-T as of my break time of the day. Just a mere TWO HOURS drove me to this! Imagine… Ewww…

I would rather brew coffee, making toast for people man! At least, I’m “working” on something to be paid, alright! Even the exhaustion during the PC FAIR back in Year 2008 was much more “interesting” than this ; that I get to introduce some products to customers where people are squeezing from every single corner that you can find. The QBee job, was better too if I have the permanent morning shift! Keke!

While I was spending my time, poised, at one corner, I looked at those other girls on duty. Sighhh… Maybe to them, they’re used to that kind of life. Uh huh… For me? Grrr… They were just chatting away to kill the time. Aiyayaya, I tried convincing myself in that very 2 hours that, “ok lar, just work lar, better than staying home with no income”. To my pleasure, I was glad that I don’t really have that kind of thought! Glad that I’ve quitted. YES. No regret.

But, what do I do now? Perhaps this holiday is just gonna be another holiday for me~

=P

Hot n Cold

Katy Perry

( Hot n Cold )

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you PMS
Like a b*tch, I would know

And you overthink
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

Chorus :

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You!
You don't really want to stay, no
You!
But you don't really want to go-o

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

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We used to be
Just like twins, so in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery

Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know that you're not gonna change

Chorus

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar

Stuck on a roller coaster

Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Chorus

Once Upon A Time...

Lame title. That was the only "phrase" that came up in my mind when the posting page popped up.

In a moment of time her mum came ringing on my cell phone. Surprised. Stunned. But still, I answered the call.

Okay, apparently, I saw the car in the parking lot of SM before I had the call coming in to my DG line. And it was my dad who pointed out that car to me. Wokay, probably a family outing, I thought to myself.

In a flash of time right after I was in the car, I was actually quite stunned by what appeared on my cell phone screen, a cartoonic figure that I set for the caller, L. I was, "huh???" And there I went, answering the phone call. (***in such a coincidence***)

A familiar voice for sure. Asking if I was with her flesh and blood. I said "NO". And there she went asking for "the-girl-opposite"'s (ganti-ing for the-girl-next-door) number. Keke. And so, I gave it.

The Endz.

Ain't harbouring anything.

Dreamzzz

He was in proper coats.
She was in casual tops.
They were once, the ones that I'm close with.

He was not looking at me.
She was looking at me.

He was trying to get so near,
That he leaned on me,
Getting to see something,
Out of the class's windows...

She was chatting so vibrantly,
That gave me an immense relief,
We were conversing so happily,
That as nothing had ever happened.

And boooomed!!! Everything was just nothing but, a broken D-R-E-A-M... *shriek*

Disturbia

PART I

This is the very first gathering ever since I returned from UPM.

Neway, CS
8.30p.m. - midnite (somewhere around 12.50 a.m.)

(From Left : Me, Wee, Wendy, Joey)

With a bunch of Sec. School Gals

Been trying to upload this and I have no idea of why it was still pending and so, here I am, trying to re-upload it! Keke! I wished I wasn't that passive that night. Yea... Ew... I looked bad in both shots. Kaka...


That night was the very first night that I reached home that late. Apparently, I am, for sure, a morning bird instead of a night cat lar, haha! Errr... But once a while, shall be alright. *grins*

PART II

I wished thou understand after all those years way back before where we stand right now. Thou should know I'm not really that kind of gal initiative enough for most things although I do get bold for occasions. Well, apparently, I'm really thankful for what we've been through, thankful for the days we shared and I do really cherish what we once had together. But now, I have no idea why and how things turn out to be like this, right now at this moment of time. Perhaps... Arghh...

If there were to be some misunderstandings, I guess the only thing that came through my mind was that, perhaps, or maybe thou was just too pissed off or perhaps, having a kind of "displeasure" in one of my post earlier this year... Perhaps, thou thought that I was somehow "stealing" away thou's "f-r-i-e-n-d", maybe, probably... But thou gotta understand that... Erm... Things are just not the way thou think the way it is. After that post, honestly, I do sense a little discomfort in the way thou behave although it was not, of face-to-face at that time. So, please do comprehend in this. He's just not my cup of tea, alright. I hope that things will be fine. For always.

I shall be apologizing for not listening or giving words of comfort during the days which thou needed the most. This is, my fault. On the other hand, during my "dying" period of time, thou was the one giving me all the words that I needed. THIS IS, MY FAULT. I'M SORRY. Perhaps, it's too late for all these to be said now.

You'll still be, my good friend, my great friend of all, the friend that I do cherish. Just don't wish to be strangers on the street no more. Just hoping that things will turn out fine.

Looking for the days ahead.... =D

GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST !!!

Cheers To The Gurls!

How time really flies, it has been a decade or even, more than a decade since I last met up with my ex-primary-school-classmates, Jacq, Lim and Shyanne. Jacq will be the most “frequent-face” that I see around these few years. Haahaa! Hey gal (J), I guess the last time we met up was the K-session with Shanti lar, remember? Haha! Or was the event playing in my dreams instead? Oh, nah nah... I doubted that! Heehee!

Today (02.05.09) will be…the very first time I sit around a table with friends reminiscing about the so-called “histories” and yet, hilarious events surrounding the once young lil girls. Keke! My Oh My, when will I ever have the confidence to be speaking and blabbing all the way through to add more spices to those topics being discussed, huh? Amboi…

( Top from left, clockwise : Me, Lim, Jacq, Shyanne )

It was really fun to be sitting there listening to them but I DO HOPE, desperately hoping that I could bring myself to talk, to go into the discussion and yet, this stupiak me just wasn’t that “talkative” just yet.. Haha! Aiyayaya…. The funny thing is that, back in the U, apparently, I DO or probably, I AM ABLE to indulge into people’s conversation quite easily, with the thickened layer of my keratinized skin, duh… Or perhaps, only to those closest to me! Akaka…

( From left : Jacq, Lim, Me )

Been talking a lot about FOOOOOOOD!!!! Hahahaha! I can really say that most of my friends are really GOURMET(s)!!! They do really know a lot about food, places with good food, etc! OMG, I just felt so inferior for once again! Haha! Being a Johorian myself, I DO NOT know much about the places offering GOOD FOOD. Perhaps I'm NOT a GOOD EATER uh huh!?! Haha! Jk Jk!

Wokay, all in all, a toast to them! To the gurls!


Having to hear from one of them, (L) , about how a miniature misunderstanding can actually causes awkwardness and stiffness between once-close-friend and I DO quite agree with what was being told. Sometimes, misunderstandings do occur unknowingly. Both parties may have a wrong perception of each other which will eventually lead to the “coldness”, the “loathsomeness” in their relationship. It will be a costly mistake if the misunderstanding was never being subdued in an appropriate way.

I may hate to face up to reality but I do never want to be that way. I do never want to lose any of my friends. I do never want to isolate myself from them. But I just can’t stop myself from bewildering with what was happening around me. Insane. Losing my sanity huh? Duh… Insane. Totally insane. I just can’t stand those EYES. Yea, those EYES. Shhhhh…………..