???

A chance...

An opportunity...

And yet, I've let it slipped me by...

Ohhh...

Ahaz Ahaz...

Here I am againz dude...

Something just came up in my mind and I was like "prop prop prop", wanting to post this up.

Funny, as I'm Chinese-illterate, it's difficult or rather, am totally ignorant of what my Chinese-peers-cum-bloggers write in their post and yet, I "followed" their blogs. Haha. I guess it's time for me to somewhat, learn a little bit or two by getting myself engrossed in learning Chinese huh.

Well, this is my little cutie pie back home, wahaha, I still owe her a Birthday present! But soon, you'll get that!

Hope that she'll follow my parents down from JB to pick me up this time round and eh heh, then, we'll probably go Genting. Wakaka.

See how things turn out first thou.

They are the BEST times of my LIFE at the MOMENT

The valuable days were never once forgotten. It might seem like a “past-tense” now but deep inside, it will be remembered forever. The once shared joy and laugher will always remain. There’s someone out there who will eventually miss them. Miss all the good times once shared. Spending her time editing some of the pictures ; writing something up ; despite the facts that her final was just around the corner. She just can’t refrains from thinking of all the good times.

Juniors, they were really cute ; I mean by their characters. There’s one of them which I thought that he was really a good friend-to-be. You know who you are since among all the juniors, I only correspond to you. Heehee. Kee or rather, Jun Hong “is” a very straight-forward guy. He’ll gives face to no one though but still, among all the guys I’ve known so far, he’s the only one who “DARE” or rather “WILLING” to play sms with me. Wakaka! Yea, funny at times too with his jokes. There, he’s the one having shiokness of having his fingers on the piano.

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Ahazzz...

See, this is one of the hang-outs I’ve been so addicted to and yet hardly went for much ever since I’ve here in UPM. Back there, JB, we’ll have a K-session whenever there’s a celebrations and for the Chinese-illiterated me joining the Chinese-literated friends, in order to compel myself to fit into the square, what I’ve got to do was “memorizing” the lyrics of the Mandarin songs in “Han Yu Pin Yin” terms. Wakaka...

Tough but not bad though, can learn Chinese at the same time whatz. As the saying, “killing two birds with one stone” ; I’ll get to sing, I’ll get to learn, what more, I’ll have fun! Woots woots!

On occasion, I might bake something for them. Wahaha! My speciality was/is the Cornflakes desserts, Honeyed or Chocolate flavoured, heehee. Coz I love this dessert and for sure, I’ll make the nicest one in the world! Wakaka! Boastful uh huh? Cakes? Cookies? You’ll see. *GRINS*



There’s one lucky girl in the picture who had spent like... one third of her day [~8hours] singing with me without going hoarse. Guess who? I’ll treat you to a night bar K! [dream on, as if we can enter, wahaha] I’m not into that “just yet”. Maybe in a few more DECADES!!!!!!!!! Wahahahaha!

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Desaru... Months ago, did I blogged about it? My vivid memory tells me that, YES, I DID blog about it but not in this blog. It was in my old blog. Hahz, I’ve got lots of blogs. Up till now, I’ve 5 blogs and this is the most current and the only active ones. Others, gonna vanish from the web soon... Back to the story lar, the barbeque session was alright, the best dish, I would say, it was the IKANBAKAR [ikan pari], man, it was really nice. Haha, you’ll go drooling babes... [keke, as if you will really drool...]

Having to play games together is really fun too.

Next, it was the visit to Singapore Zoo, although it seems to you to be just a “ZOO” but it’s much more better than the one in JB lar~ Haha! Seriously man. Really enjoyed myself there. Tiring as it might be, but the fun just overshadowed everything. Man, I had a cramp while waiting for the gals to get their Passport Cop-ed. Keke.


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Am I crapping? Yeah. The main point is that I wanna say, I miss those life. Can I? Bubu...

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Citi....Sigh....Did not met any handsome Chinese guy pun? Haha, the staffs there itself pun.... *slaps forehead* Takes, Victor, Shanx, you remember him or not? Okay, clean-looking guy with sassy behaviour. He can really dress up too. Don’t belittle him. “Boleh naik pangkat kot...” keke. Well well well, the only thing that triggered me to reminisce about those days in Citi was none other than... those Camwhoring! Haha! That’s the ONLY thing I miss THERE! Ar, and those cheap DutchLady’s Chocolate Milk! Only 60-80cents per packet, from the vending machine! Marigold juices too! Wakaka!

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Argh, I'll see what UPM holds for me. To see if there's anything to prove my worth here other than all those notes-kissing sensation. Wakaka!

Finished crapping. I’ll be in dead meat for my FINAL.

Sobz sobz, wuwu, I lost my purple lollipop hairclip! That was a really cute hairclip man! Favourite colour some more, how could I lost it!!! Gonna shop for it again [for the same one] when I get back to JB!

Cheh, childish... But who cares, in 2 weeks time, *wiggling eyebrows*, I’ll get myself another or probably a couple of new hairclips. Heehee!

~CHERIORZZZZ~

Againz

Again and again...

Time and again...

You've never stop haunting me.

Why don't you just leave me alone when I'm with my friends?

Why do you keep haunting me whenever I wanted to mix around?

Just buck off will you?

Gosh, tell me what am I gonna do to overcome all these. It's been years. Ever since I stepped out from my house. It's haunting me wherever I go. I really can't sit still with a cup of coffee and bragging with my friends. I'm totally a total-mute. I can only stare into the distance, morosely. Within seconds, my smile will be gone.

Friends, I'm really bad at words. I'm bad at spontaneous interactions. Forgive me. I really can't brag cause I've never sit in a crowd and brag along with others. Forgive me. That's why I say that I'm autistic. I'll never mix coz I don't know how. I'll never talk coz I always hurt people with my unintentional sarcastic remarks. I can only talk when people talk to me. Or else... I'll seal up my mouth. Really envy those who can just talk about anything, just anytime. Ar ar... Frankly, I can say that I can only present things to people but NEVER, chit-chatting and fooling around.

Friends here are really great but the problem lies with me. Heck. Why am I so stubborn? Nana Lana should comes out instead of that idiot Jacklyn. Man oh man... I miss the stage where Nana Lana belongs to. I miss the time when Nana Lana really showed her true-self. Nanaaaa...... I miss MTB days... Exhausting but everything was just so amazing and well worth it!

I shouldn't be blogging right now. I know I shouldn't but I just couldn't resist myself from opening this page to post something up. I wished I've never gotten myself a laptop. Man, it's driving me crazy. How can I clean up these mess(-es)? How can I put up the pieces together? How can I patch things up?

I wish to go back to Desaru and shout to the sea like what I did months ago. Arghhh...

It's not right. I've got to do something. But not now. You're just busy enough to bother about me now. I'm busy too. I've got tons of useless notes to KISS. To HUG. Man, I don't see any reason for me to be here again. Againz. The thoughts are haunting me again. Oh no.....

The diagram above shows a few symptoms of something but if you do really study them, you'll know what I mean...

It might not be that serious but if I do carry on being like the way I am now, I'm afraid that sooner or later I might just... really end up being...

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Arghhh.... Slap me, bash me up, will you???

*** DING DONG BELL ***

Bluey Dayz

Guess what I did yesterday?

I went all the way down to K12 JUST to fill up a Penilaian Form for my Super Duper Handsome Theatre Facilitator!

A supposed to-be-5 minutes-thingie thing dragged my precious time from 2.10 p.m. to 4.30 p.m. Goshhh... But that doesn't really matter though 'coz my faci is really great in his way of teaching! Wahaha! Never regretted joining his groupie group and meeting the friends there!

Here are some random pics taken!

How do you Rate his suave-ness huh?

Wakaka!

( Me & Mr.Said Saiful )

( Me & Chai Ying )

( Me & Jin Jie )

How i wished to wear my jacket to play basketball! Wahaha! Am currently addicted to Hot Shot whatz. But gonna continue watching only after my exam. Bubu! Watched till Episode 4 only lo...

Sighhh....

I wanna play sports!!!

So many weeks din strengthen up my 'muscles" already! Wadda???