
Thursday, May 20, 2010
No More Partying? No More Trips?

Friday, February 26, 2010
Puzzled
I'm being inactive here again. Sometimes, I really felt like changing my link, privatise it, delete it but I just could hardly do it. Perhaps, someday, I'll really do it when I've lost my passion to blog.
I've wanted to talk to them. Am I still, their so-called "friend"? I've been wanting to hang out with them but always, to no avail, coz that was never something I could initiate on, for, we've never really understand each other for too well, I guess.
Things are just too "happening". Too dramatic for now. I just couldn't explain it. That feeling was not too great when I knew what's on their minds. I hoped and I wished I could talk to them. But always, the timidity in me is failing me to do so.
Perhaps, I'll just wait for a chance to bump into them again....for once again, and that could be the time when something is brought back to life.
BTW, I'm actually looking forward for next Friday. =)
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
JB : TAKE TWO
I HAVE TO. I NEED TO SEE TO SOMETHING IMPORTANT. VERY IMPORTANT. MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN GETTING MYSELF INTO DEAN'S LIST.
I have to put down a lot of things. I have to sacrifice on a lot of things. I have to give up on a lot of things. I have to and I repeat I HAVE TO.
Pals, don't ask why. I'm sealing up my mouth coz it's simply something that freak me off and I might just fill the ponds during the drought.
Arghhhhhhhhhh...........
Am still, having the feel of hating the life here...........
Sunday, November 22, 2009
*Kakiku Kaku*

Kakiku really went kaku after these two days. No mood No mood. Apparently, my mood had been killed by the pain in my knees. Tired Tired. wanted to find somebody to chat to online but... The pains are just demolishing my mood away and shooed me to my bed~
As usual... Uncles, Aunties are speaking to me in Malay, for YET AGAIN. Okaylar... Even the supplier/full time promoter (aunties) all thought that I was a "MALAY" girl and they were like sorta hesitating to talk to ME until one auntie braved up and came up to me to sorta having me to answer their quests. LoLx.
There was this one very Uncle... Who kept on looking at me until I SPEAK to him in MANDARIN... And he went "Oh, I thought you were not a Chinese, or perhaps a mix or whatsoever. That's why I did not dare to speak first"..... Wadda.... Oklar~ Many other customers were like him too~ lolx~
P/S : I AM SPEECHLESS FOR SOME REASONS. REALLY SPEECHLESS.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Post-Haem Trip
Thanks to those who'd lent me an ear for my frustrations.
I was very disappointed as I thought that I would be able to shout or scream my lungs out during the supposed-to-be-hill-climbing session which turned out to be an unsuccessful event on the Friday, the 13th's. A bad omen? Duh...
Photos were being uploaded in my Facebook. So, feel free to take a look at them.
Supposed to be heading back to JB this Sunday but I'm staying put in college for another one week for some "possible" tasks. Whatever lar~ Okay lar... Bo Mood lah... Duhhh...
* A Boring Post *
Sunday, September 6, 2009
SP Day Out
Was anticipating to watch the "BattleGround" (Dance Competition) in Sunway Pyramid but ended up with an "impromptu" K-Session... This, I shall say... it's quite fun in a way that I've been longing for a K-ShoutOut-Session for sooooo long that I've finally had it my way yesterday! Wakaka! Dancing Kaki(s) were dancing their way for SNSD, ShiNee, Super Junior, etc and etc... LoLx!
And... What's for Dinner? They said they wanna try something "different" and so... We went.... for.... Italiannies!!!! Yoyo... Frankly, I felt that we were sorta making a fool of ourselves over there. LoLx... Language barrier... Culture Barrier... I could hardly understand the waiter's English... He's definitely not Local!!! He was like singing to his English~ Doesn't look like a Phillipino either... but... an Asian, I would say... Wokay~ skip that... LoLx!
The ambience is great and it's really a pleasure. I like it. Especially with the jazz music/songs playing around while chit-chatting with your friends. Thumbs Up.
Frankly, we can hardly figure out of how to serve ourselves with this "oil" and the "breadies"... LoLx... Was it a starter? Buahaha! *Shame Shame*
I really had my fill for the day!!! The food was really H-U-G-E in Serving and it's definitely for SHARING!!! I just just just simply love their Lasagne~! Cheesy Chessy Feeling... OMG....
***YuMMY***
Another main course that we've ordered was.... "Angel Hair Pomodoro" (Angel Hair Pasta with Chopped Tomatoes and Sauteed with Garlic in a Light Tomato-Basil Sauce) ! (a serving for 4-6 pax) and believe me, it's really H-U-G-E!!! The four of us, Dayana, Carol, Shmily and me, myself and I went bloated after stuffing ourselves with those splendid servings! I wanna try that watwat "FRIDAY" restaurant on my next visit! LoLx!!!
Friday, May 8, 2009
Hot n Cold
( Hot n Cold )
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you PMS
Like a b*tch, I would know
And you overthink
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me
Chorus :
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You!
You don't really want to stay, no
You!
But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
---
We used to be
Just like twins, so in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know that you're not gonna change
Chorus
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Chorus
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Dreamzzz
She was in casual tops.
They were once, the ones that I'm close with.
He was not looking at me.
She was looking at me.
He was trying to get so near,
That he leaned on me,
Getting to see something,
Out of the class's windows...
She was chatting so vibrantly,
That gave me an immense relief,
We were conversing so happily,
That as nothing had ever happened.
And boooomed!!! Everything was just nothing but, a broken D-R-E-A-M... *shriek*

Monday, April 13, 2009
Stupiak Me
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Big Sighhh...
Don't blame me if we've ever taken the wrong path...
Don't ever blame me if we do ever have to re-do everything...
I get no opinions, no feedbacks, no comments from you people, so, don't you ever blame me for the outcome since you have all, remained ignorant, without giving me any final say.
And you, please do guide through. It seems like you're doing your part without sharing your views or anything. Perhaps, I shouldn't have created this group at all... AT ALL COST...
Noone can ever be the substitute of the ones I've worked with back in my Secondary School Days...
This is just, so totally disappointing... I wished I could fly back to those DAYS...
Monday, February 9, 2009
Shoot Me Please...
GO AWAY FROM HERE LAR!!!
GO STUDY LAR!!!
CAN'T STUDY???
GO SLEEP LAR!!!
Okay, Okay!!!
GO SLEEP NOW!!!
zzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!
Friday, February 6, 2009
WHOAAA!!!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009
MURDERER!!!

Monday, November 3, 2008
Die Die Kissings
Notes-kissing lar wei...
Takes, the BBI 2417, PS paper [not play station lar~], if I knew most of the questions require common sense, I wouldn't have read the whole text book as if I was memorizing the pages, the notes, the... Whatsoever lar~ Ewwww.....

Okie, well, one more to go, the last paper, SBP 3503 Basic Medical Microbiology... Gotta strike with all my might... Wakaka... Hope that I won't flunk in any of the subjects... Ewwww Ewwww.....
Friday, October 24, 2008
Againz

Friends, I'm really bad at words. I'm bad at spontaneous interactions. Forgive me. I really can't brag cause I've never sit in a crowd and brag along with others. Forgive me. That's why I say that I'm autistic. I'll never mix coz I don't know how. I'll never talk coz I always hurt people with my unintentional sarcastic remarks. I can only talk when people talk to me. Or else... I'll seal up my mouth. Really envy those who can just talk about anything, just anytime. Ar ar... Frankly, I can say that I can only present things to people but NEVER, chit-chatting and fooling around.
Friends here are really great but the problem lies with me. Heck. Why am I so stubborn? Nana Lana should comes out instead of that idiot Jacklyn. Man oh man... I miss the stage where Nana Lana belongs to. I miss the time when Nana Lana really showed her true-self. Nanaaaa...... I miss MTB days... Exhausting but everything was just so amazing and well worth it!
I wish to go back to Desaru and shout to the sea like what I did months ago. Arghhh...

Thursday, October 23, 2008
Desperate Desire [On Hold]

Saturday, October 18, 2008
Yesterday Once More...
Monday, September 29, 2008
Tebrau City, Johor
Don’t just stand there motionless watching me with my lappie, okay? It’s not if I’m indulging in any illicit acts... Oh, come on! I know the limitations of being part of “ Yong”, I know what to do at the right time, right place. Privacy, that’s all I’m asking for, alright? Okay, I’m just blogging, be it that you know my blog or not but it seems like you’ve discovered it! Should I just terminate this bloggie thing? Duhhh...
Being cooped up in the cocoon was just not the right thing to be obedient nor safe, okay? There’re still so many so-called environmental factors to bring out the unwanted influences. As long as I can avoid them, prevent them from happening, then, there’s nothing much to be worried about. Just trust me, alright?
Okay, enough for that...
Hm, went out with the ladies today, Joey and Wee Wee, and met up with Wendy. 3 Months... For roughly as long as 3 whole months that I did not meet up with them. Went for movie thingie. Frankly, for the past few months, I ain’t had any contacts at all with movies nor TV series. Oh gosh, I wanna watch Singapore’s “Beach Baby” and Taiwanese’s “Basketball Fire”????? Wahaha, simply convert the titles man...
Guess what, we bought 3 tickets for “HALLOWEEN” and we watched “CONNECTED” instead!!! Reason??? We, yes, we, no doubt, went into the wrong parlour man...(Jac’s parlour) Despite that, I did enjoyed the thrills, the laughers, the touching scenes. Wahaha! Sounds crazy but I almost went teary in the end because the small boy was just so adorable when he cried over his dad’s habit. Wakaka! Thumbs up though. For me lar.
Haizzz, received a sms from Mr.Kee, asking us to join a reunion, I hope I can go bcoz I wanna go. The thing is, I haven’t ask my mum and I HAVE to get her consent before acting on something, okay... So, erm, pardon me for not replying you first! I’ll see how it goes tomorrow morning! If I can’t join, then you guys have fun tomorrow night, alright? If I can, then I’m gonna makan puas-puas lo! Heehee!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Insanity
shall be the opening for this post... keke...
I pest myself for not being able to persevere until the very end! Although the tests are coming, I just couldn't persevere the determination to study, study and to study! The moment I reach home, back to my room, the moment I sparkled my eyes towards the notes, damn, I headed to my bed. Sleep. Gosh. I don't wish this to happen. What am I going to do if I do fail? Fail... Don't wish to.
At times, I really feel like dropping out from this course, this U but, at times, I don't know what's my aim in my life. See, I've got a test tonight and yet, I'm here, here to my blog. *smack forehead* If I do tell papa mama that I wanna drop out, they gonna force me to work, I don't wanna work yet, I'm not prepared!
How I wished I can lead my whole life, enjoying myself to the fullest but that's a very foolish thought. Perhaps, finding a spouse and marry off may be what I'm aiming for? Be a housewife? Ouchhhhh..... If that's the case, I'll be draining away all this so-called "knowledge" that I've gained so far.
haihhhhh
haihhhhh
haihhhhh
Any job prospect for my course? Heard a lot of stories. Made me wanna drop, really drop but I just couldn't bring it up to my parents. If that's the case, I will have to endure the suffering for memorizing all the lecture notes which do not give me ANYTHING in return but a USELESS CERT.
***sitting here morosely***
I can't see my future.
I can't shape my future.
I....I....I.......
I WANNA FLYYYYYYYYYYY..........
Monday, August 25, 2008
Shut My Eyes!
I rather SHUT MY EYES THAN TO WATCH YOU RUNNING IN YOUR PONYTAILS WEI!!!
Buekssssss...................
[Rather pissed off right now. So many things to do yet so little time. Still blog some more. Stupiak Jac!]
***mini mani hom***
Today's Lab is the worse lab work I've ever been in one! I have no idea what to do AT ALL! Shyt. Luckily I managed to catch up with the procedures. To be honest, the way the lecturer explained things were just like shyt? Everyone was dumb-folded ; having their brain nerves entangled everywhere? Were you guys? Or am I just exaggerating? Does brain has nerves? Find it out! Bu Bu!
The laboratory staff, and the lecturer herself were good ACTRESSES indeed! They were really, obviously, pretentious enough to kid the Head of the CB Course. However, sorry, your ploy did not work for me! Bu Bu! Before Prof.D came into the lab, the both of you did not really explain things clearly nor to show us any guides, leaving us having threads entangled together. The moment Prof.D entered the Lab, WHOAAAAAA!!!!!!!! Showing guides from table to table. Bu Bu!
[SHUT MY EYES!!!!!]
***mini mani hom***
TITAS [Tamadun Islam Dan Tamadun Asia]
Gosh, for God's sake, it was not up to my expectation! Sad, I'm really sad though. I aimed for above 90% but ended up getting a 86.67% ! Although it was just a few marks away, but it's still a "few" marks which play a really big role for pushing up my aggregate score for this SEM whatz! After the conversion, I get a 26 upon 30. Sigh... 4 marks gone... Gambateh for the next test then! Assignments! And da final Exam!
***mini mani hom***
Yesterday, I went for the FRIM visit as what I've blogged before this right? Yep! Went for it and it was a tremendous experience for me. An eye opening for me indeed! Getting close to the nature is what I've been wanting to do. Jungle Trrekking. OMG! Hanging bridge,da Canopy Walkway, really had a lot of fun! With my bunch of cool and cute friends, everything was just so amazing that really made me wanna shout it out loud like TARZAN!!!
***Ar Yi Ar Yi Ar Yi ARRRRRRRRRR***
Ooooppppsssssss!!!!!!!!
Although it was really tiring that we've actually climbed a hundred miles, the experience was really great! A few Hundreds miles??? Exaggerating! Haha! By the way, I was panting like hell and no one really know that I'm actually a little asthmatic. I kept lamenting that I'm going to be breathless soon BUT I think that they thought that I was joking because I did not say it in a serious tone? Wakaka!
Reached my apartment-styled hostel at around 3pm. Took my shower, skipped my lunch AGAIN and prepare for toiletries shopping with my gals! Haha! We left at about 5 something in the evening and reached Mid Valley at 6 something. Left at around 8.30 pm because we can't stay for long. We need to catch the KTM bus straight to our hostel whatz. Unfortunately, we did not managed to catch the bus and ended up paying 2 bucks for the Rapid Bus. Keke!
Upon reaching our hostel, we had a toilet-battle! Wahaha! Elaine with her rain coat, everyone with their own lab-gloves!!!!! Wakaka! With the pipe water splashing everywhere, soaps on the wall, floor, oh, just everywhere!!! Can you imagine that? Can YOU???
BOOOOOOOOOO......
GOTCHA!!!!!
Haha, we cleaned the toilet only lar. Scrubbing here and there. Washing here and there. Heehee! No raincoat lar! Lab Gloves, frankly, they stole it from the Lab. Wahaha! As for me, I used my own gloves which is really meant for washing up toilet one hoh! Haha!
Oklar, for the FRIM pictures/photos, I'll upload it soon...
Till the next post! Miss You!
*winks*