Dear Elvis... [Dear John]

Just a random post-up...

Few days back, I had a dream. A dream in which I've queued up for getting my *zui-kuey* but it was all sold-out by the time I've reached my turn to get it.

In waking up from the dream the very next morning, No, I should say... I was waken up by my mum to have my *zui-kuey* for breakfast while I was still having my time with beddie! LOL.

WELL, Do dream always come true?

Sorry for being naive here. LOL.

Just last night, I had another dream. A peculiar one, I should say.

It's been YEARS since I've last met HIM. And it wasn't that I had a lot of talkings and braggings with HIM neither. I barely know HIM. I would call him as ELVIS if I were to give him a nick.

He just gave me that breeze of feel the moment I first saw him. He's da friend of my friends. A Secondary Friend and yet I must say perhaps, he's a friend too? LOL. Coz we were not being introduced by my friends. LMAO. Somehow, we did not get in touch with each other lar.

And so, why the hell is HE appearing in my dream?

Curiosity kills the cat. I've digged the curiosity out from me and started to get the *detective* out from me to find out things that I could from his Bloggie. LOL. Nah, he's not in my BlogList. LOL.

Well, he's doing fine with a lass I suppose. LOL. He's a big catch I should say. He's way a sporting, humorous, and fun-to-be-with kind of guy. BUT, NO, I've never seen that side of him personally, seriously. LOL. I was way too conservative and believe me not, I don't speak much to guys in-person. LOL. That was me way back to those shyshy times...

If I've managed to get the *zui kuey* which I've failed in my dreams, so what about ELVIS's dream? What do I get from it? Owh.

I'm leaving. I'm leaving for Selangor soon. LOL. BYEBYE JB.

Crazy Thoughts

Why should I listen to her?

Why can't I just stand by my point?

Why should I be so lenient in surrendering myself to someone who is so-not-close-to-me?

Sometimes I really felt great when I see someone else trampled on her.

But at times, I felt sorry for her.

LOLX.

NOW... I won't... I definitely won't since I'm 100% sure that she is not the one I should have in my life. E.V.E.R.

Come on, we're not making money out from it but why oh why are you snatching away my candies? I wanna have a sweety life too. Mind/Beware that you're sweeted off and all the honey bees will kiss your butt wokay~

Owh... Wth am I crapping on? Forget It.

You don't have to know who you are. But... You're just someone I'm getting the heat from. You're simply too realistic, MY DEAR... (just a "title" for somebody and not all the dears in my U-life~lolx)

You may be just that particular someone I see every single day of my life, in my illusions, in my dreams, whatsoever... GAGAGA!

Thoughts

"Here I am again, sitting at a red light....

Both hands on the wheels ; What am I supposed to feel ?

So much running through my mind....."

And so, here I am again, Nana Lana... or perhaps, more to Jacklyn?

What makes a difference between Nana Lana and Jacklyn?

You wouldn't know until you really know.

A two faced me.

A two minded me.

A two me.

You'll never know coz I've never tried to know either. And so, how could somebody else know if not me knowing it first? Sometimes, I'm really caught up in between in identifying - in acknowledging myself.

WHO AM I???

WHO EXACTLY AM I???

A F.A.K.E.R. IN WORLD FULL OF FAKERS.

Knowing that, I would just play along with it. That's how the world goes around.

This is gonna be a sorta pessimistic but added with a little or two optimistic post. It's gonna be lengthy, I'm warning you first!

I have so much to say but where should I start first?

Gosh. I should have be burning my Physiology Notes instead of unleashing my thoughts here. Ouch.

I'm not expecting anyone to read but this is where, as usual, a place, a space, where I voice out my excitement, my joy, my dissatisfaction, my everything and yet not every single thing.

* Take ONE

The older I get the lazier I am. I don't know. I just don't really know why I'm not as enthusiastic as before in indulging to my studies. This is just so wrong. I know I should be "studying" for a "purpose" and yet I'm not really cherishing the "chance" or perhaps the facts that I'm here. I don't like my course. I'm still regretting to no way. One word. SH*T.

* Take TWO

I don't like him. He always think that he's the best. But for god's sake, will you please SHUTUP at times!!!! Sometimes, you should be sparing a thought or two for somebody else and not just for yourself. Although selfish-ness is one of the touchstone to success but that's just not all. Please be considerate. There are still other better guys out there. The more I get to know you, the freakier I get! Please do some soul-searching and stop self-deluding yourself bebz. Ouch Ouch!!! Stop comparing and please mind your own business.

* Take THREE

Please don't cite your words of wisdom to me. I can't take it. You're making me more tensed up. Please cite them to the others instead and please, not to me. Thank You.

* Take FOUR

At times, people are just to stubborn to open up their minds. Why don't they just let things be to avoid conflicts? I sitting still. I'm standing still. I'm not going to lay my hands on them. They might be dirtying my hands. Just mind my own business! Buahaha!

* Take FIVE

Prince. I'm merely an admirer of him. He's good looking man! Haha! Gotta try my luck later! Wish me luck bebs!

* Take SIX

It's gonna be a tiring and busy weekend for me. Huhu. With the so-called Malaysian Symposium On Biomedical Sciences 2010, everyone has been in chaos. I'm afraid that things will get out of control on both of the days. God Bless BioSymp. Oh well...

* Take SEVEN

I WANT "ALICE IN WONDERLAND" !!!!!!!!!

* Take EIGHT

He's inspirational and yet they are complaining. You know what the event's all about and so, just sabar lar~ Owhhh... Afterall, it's alright to listen to some life experiences in the midst of those stupiak INTENSE NOTES DOSES. Ewwwwww!!!!

One thing to kick out here... Why don't people just be punctual for an event? Instead of being there sharply at time, why don't they just be there earlier? I was there sorta early but there was no one in sight and so... there I went for the library. Huhu.

See, this is, HUMAN. They would rather queue for up to tons of hours to get a concert's ticket ; They would rather spend the whole day gaming ; They would rather be roused by the narking alarm to get up from bed to dress up for a date BUT why can't they just be early for a talk?

Okay, some of you, or perhaps, all of you might be thinking that I'm just one of those who deters talk/speech. There's a limitation. I'm human too. If the talk is interesting, I won't mind lending an ear to the speaker. Why? I don't like it either when someone just chat among themselves and as if my speech fell on deaf ear. It's kind of a "respect" thingie here. You wouldn't know how much the speaker has been preparing prior to their speech but that definitely exclude those who just read word by word from the script...

It's a little thought of mine tho.

* Take NINE

Bat is the best pollinator for DURIAN!!!! Hahaha! It has been so long since I last ate DURIAN!!! Huhu!

* Take TEN

And lastly, I WANNA ATTEND DA AIR BALLOON FIESTA COMING UP NEXT WEEK!!!! HUHU!!!! WISHED I HAD A CAR AND I CAN GET SOMEONE TO DRIVE ME THERE. SIGHHH.....